
When I tried to wiki on 'addiction', it's come up with thousand of definitions of such
"The term "addiction" is used in many contexts to describe an obsession, compulsion, or excessive psychological dependence, such as: drug addiction (e.g. alcoholism), video game addiction, crime, money, work addiction, compulsive overeating, problem gambling, computer addiction, nicotine addiction, pornography addiction, plastic surgery addiction, etc" quoted from wiki...
2 of the definition is quite suite me....haha.. Only god knows how much time I spent here…

...waaaooo...it's amazing structure..
I can't wait for the days to come, can't wait to portray myself with this beautiful Eiffel Tower...tempting..

I believe to what I saw with my eyes was just a small part of the world. Thus, travel around the world is always my lifetime dream and I’m going to realize it soon. Walk my dream, walk myself to another part of the world. Yesssss yessssss…I’m going to Europe during my summer break.
I don't know why I will end up here, updating blog. I suppose to be on bed, its 5am now. Crazy me~! haha...
I've a perfect-day plan for myself. To sleep before the clock tic tic tic sharp at 12am. To wake up as early as my cuckoo clock ring at 8am. To finished all my half done assignments. But i just couldn't discipline myself to follow the so called perfect-plan.
Recently, I'm so indulge into procrastinating and multi-tasking. By having Micheal Learns To Rock singing as loud as the hell want, I’m busy blogging here with several other windows on the browser tab, uploading pictures, investigating on the exchange rate, bla bla bla...
And the interesting part is, I’ve been kinda busy with my newly opened restaurant since I back from the Dragon Boat Fest. I'm addicted. Gone Case~!
I guess this kinda situation is so-called insomnia. My physically is damn tired. But as soon as I close my eyes, a lot of stuff was flying all over my mind. Studies, thesis, presentations, final project, travel, money, relationship, I just couldn't sleep well in the night, and I can sleep soundly during the evening and in the noon. What da hell is happening to me? I wish i could turn back my time to the normal "human's hours".
I don't want to live life like a ghost.......somebody please help me...slap me hardly on my face, kick me hardly on my buttocks, haaa...and I will be soundly on bed..
Someone advise me to use an eye mask if needed. Yes, I bought mine from the night market. Even worst, the too-tight rubber band caused me headache. Someone share with me; try not to think of anything, just think about falling into a deep, dark hole. Haa…and this work out for me…I like dark hole...hahaaaa
The sky is turning into dark blueish, it's time to have a deep sleep. No..no..It’s whitish now...
ok..gone...

Sadly to say, my parents, my friends, and even the strangers on the road will probably tell me to go against pursuing long distance relationship. But this kinda relationship is common in today society. It's happen just like a norm where internet dating, career relocation and higher education needs created the scene of today's savvy single.
Long distance relationship is not easy, but it is not impossible. If you and your loved one want to work it out, it will for sure take times, energy, and patience. Above all else, both have to be agreed upon what we want from the future, how we can handle this long distance love, and what we expect from this relationship in the future.
As for me, my need in pursuing my higher education in Taiwan make me and my long-time bf fall apart and our relationship is not-so encouraging as time goes by. How can I maintain my relationship? It's not only my own effort, it had to be from both sides, and else we really can't walk to far from where we are now.
I’m sorry; I know my post will for sure hurt someone. I sincerely say sorry to those whom may concern.










