I was enjoying my summer holiday back in Malaysia and also busy travelling around to the very special corner on Earth, Europe. Spent all my saving in that nearly-1month trip, but that doesn't make me regret over losing my saving. Yet I'm happy that one of my dreams had been fulfilled with the most Joyous. Spending time together with my cousin, Chan Kin Leong at UK is the most memorable thing in my trip. He indeed missed Keluarga MAH so much, all his cousin sisters and brothers. Not forgetting the way Keluarga MAH communicate, our secret recipe, exaggerating rude words in a short sentences...haha, I know it's doesn't sound nice, but that make us special...We have been chatting all night long, flashing back to the Ah Tuk's era, where my grandpa have to take care of 11 cucu yang over active, where ah tuk used to scold us 'Roti Tao' (Roti Head), mang tao wu yeng (blind head flies) which I've no idea wtf is that mean...hehe, It's funny... and I miss ah tuk a lot...huhu..

When I tried to wiki on 'addiction', it's come up with thousand of definitions of such
"The term "addiction" is used in many contexts to describe an obsession, compulsion, or excessive psychological dependence, such as: drug addiction (e.g. alcoholism), video game addiction, crime, money, work addiction, compulsive overeating, problem gambling, computer addiction, nicotine addiction, pornography addiction, plastic surgery addiction, etc" quoted from wiki...
2 of the definition is quite suite me....haha.. Only god knows how much time I spent here…

...waaaooo...it's amazing structure..
I can't wait for the days to come, can't wait to portray myself with this beautiful Eiffel Tower...tempting..

I believe to what I saw with my eyes was just a small part of the world. Thus, travel around the world is always my lifetime dream and I’m going to realize it soon. Walk my dream, walk myself to another part of the world. Yesssss yessssss…I’m going to Europe during my summer break.
I don't know why I will end up here, updating blog. I suppose to be on bed, its 5am now. Crazy me~! haha...
I've a perfect-day plan for myself. To sleep before the clock tic tic tic sharp at 12am. To wake up as early as my cuckoo clock ring at 8am. To finished all my half done assignments. But i just couldn't discipline myself to follow the so called perfect-plan.
Recently, I'm so indulge into procrastinating and multi-tasking. By having Micheal Learns To Rock singing as loud as the hell want, I’m busy blogging here with several other windows on the browser tab, uploading pictures, investigating on the exchange rate, bla bla bla...
And the interesting part is, I’ve been kinda busy with my newly opened restaurant since I back from the Dragon Boat Fest. I'm addicted. Gone Case~!
I guess this kinda situation is so-called insomnia. My physically is damn tired. But as soon as I close my eyes, a lot of stuff was flying all over my mind. Studies, thesis, presentations, final project, travel, money, relationship, I just couldn't sleep well in the night, and I can sleep soundly during the evening and in the noon. What da hell is happening to me? I wish i could turn back my time to the normal "human's hours".
I don't want to live life like a ghost.......somebody please help me...slap me hardly on my face, kick me hardly on my buttocks, haaa...and I will be soundly on bed..
Someone advise me to use an eye mask if needed. Yes, I bought mine from the night market. Even worst, the too-tight rubber band caused me headache. Someone share with me; try not to think of anything, just think about falling into a deep, dark hole. Haa…and this work out for me…I like dark hole...hahaaaa
The sky is turning into dark blueish, it's time to have a deep sleep. No..no..It’s whitish now...
ok..gone...







